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Entry 33

Sat Nov 15, 2008, 5:34 AM
So I really should be doing homework, but as one can tell I'm not. I haven't much to say, I was just getting tired of reading that last entry, so I figured that I should write a new one.

I hope that I can get those pictures up that I was talking about putting up ages ago and never got to.
I will put at least one picture up today, so that's an improvement.

My mind's currently changing in so many ways that my head is spinning.... it's weird. An euphoric confusion. I love it, yet I hate it.


I get to go to prom this year. [gasp!] Amanda in a dress!?! Yeah, I didn't think that it was going to happen either. :wow: A _purple_ dress at that.

  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: twilight
  • Watching: life slowly pass by.
  • Playing: innocent.
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: water... grape flavored.

Entry 32

Sat Oct 18, 2008, 11:32 AM
Well. Time for an update, I say.

If anyone reads this, some of my friends [even though I've only just meet them yesterday,] got into a wreck last night. Everyone is alive and well, but there are some minor, painful, injuries. Please keep the four men in your prayers and thank God that they are alive and okay. Thank you so much.

I plan on updating some things and uploading some more pictures soonish. yay!


Until then....

  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
  • Reading: The Stand - Stephen King [again.]
  • Watching: life slowly pass by.
  • Playing: innocent.
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: A fruit and yogurt shake. [I wish.]

Entry 31

Tue Sep 30, 2008, 11:21 AM
[gasp] Over one thousand pageviews. I know that some people get over that many page views a day, but I think that this is pretty flipping cool. :]

I'd like to thank the peoples that visit my page every-so-often. It brightens my day just a little.

Well that's all I've really got to say... I've been told that I complain too much so I'm dropping back on the entrys.

Have a great day.

  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: When You're Around - Motion City Soundtrack
  • Reading: nothing.
  • Watching: life slowly pass by.
  • Playing: innocent.
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: A fruit and yogurt shake. [I wish.]

Entry 30

Tue Sep 16, 2008, 11:13 AM
Okay, okay, okay.
I know that some have been wondering what happened to my little story with Alexis and Zander... Well I'm basically trashing it.

I am currently working on a fan-fic, which is something that I normally wouldn't even think about attempting. It's from a narritive poem that I'll bet no one on here has read. It's entitled "The Tale of Sophia Renee". The basic plot behind the poem was a Christian romance between a [I know this is a little out there, but] lady that was housed in a Mental hospital and a Boatman. Note that Sophia isn't mental herself, she is just extremely unknowing about the world.
Upon the mental hospital being burned to the ground, Sophia excapes and wanders off toward the nearby river. She spots Duncan McBrae heading home from his long day's work, and not knowing that she can drown trys to approach him. Duncan saves Sophia in time, but loses his beloved boat.
Duncan takes Sophia to the local church and she stays there with fellow believers while Duncan works to resurface his boat so he can continue his work. Shortly Sophia falls in love with Duncan, but she makes a few horrid choices and she doesn't believe that she is deserving of Duncan's love for her. So, thinking that she is doing the right thing she cancels the marriage.

And that is where I pick up.
The story was started by a dear friend of mine [Joseph Ravitts] and is his, I do have permission to use it. If you want to read the whole thing [because I left out tons] go to narniafans.com and search for "The Tale of Sophia Renee". Trust me it is worth the time.

Also, please pray for Mr. Ravitts, he has been going through a very difficult time and his health is suffering because of it. Thanks in advance.

Amanda.

  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Believe - Staind
  • Reading: The Stand - Stephen King
  • Watching: life slowly pass by
  • Playing: innocent.
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: A fruit and yogurt shake. [I wish.]

Entry 29

Tue Sep 9, 2008, 11:42 AM
Well. I decided that it was about time for a new journal update.

First I'd like to apologize to Jawertae for not responding about reading his story. Of course I want you to put more up. Duh. :D

Okay, moving on.
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Guess what!?

It just so happens that I don't have a life. yay!
Seriously though. I mean I'm not over exaggerating. Get this... I was trying to be reasonable the other night and ask my parents about going to the movies with a friend. Shot down instantly. Just because he was a male. I mean geez cut my heart out with a rusty plastic spoon. It's not like I'm going to be doing anything. 0.o
roar.
I just guess that I'm frustrated with the fact that all of my friends are older than I and they can do what they want most of the time, where as I am basically locked up.
I'm still not on a softball team.
I still have a load of homework to do every night.
I'm having issues making up my mind.
Shoot me in the foot please.
Let's make things a little bit harder for little Amanda. Kay, since that makes everyone happy.

I had a mental breakdown last night. No kidding at all. Crying, the whole shebang.

Don't get me wrong: by me just point blank telling you guys this, I am _not_ asking for you pity. I just need someone to listen. You don't even have to comment that much. Just grunt. lol.
I hardly talk at school anymore.
Don't take me wrong there, I'm not 'emo' like I used to be. I'm just... secluded from everyone.

Sorry, all this turned out to be was a ton of ranting. I was meaning to accually be productive with this. :/

  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: 187 - Senses Fail
  • Reading: The Stand - Stephen King
  • Watching: life slowly pass by
  • Playing: the hard life.
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: A fruit and yogurt shake. [I wish.]

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