Well. I decided that it was about time for a new journal update.
First I'd like to apologize to Jawertae for not responding about reading his story. Of course I want you to put more up. Duh.

Okay, moving on.
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Guess what!?
It just so happens that I don't have a life. yay!
Seriously though. I mean I'm not over exaggerating. Get this... I was trying to be reasonable the other night and ask my parents about going to the movies with a friend. Shot down instantly. Just because he was a male. I mean geez cut my heart out with a rusty plastic spoon. It's not like I'm going to be doing anything. 0.o
roar.
I just guess that I'm frustrated with the fact that all of my friends are older than I and they can do what they want most of the time, where as I am basically locked up.
I'm still not on a softball team.
I still have a load of homework to do every night.
I'm having issues making up my mind.
Shoot me in the foot please.
Let's make things a little bit harder for little Amanda. Kay, since that makes everyone happy.
I had a mental breakdown last night. No kidding at all. Crying, the whole shebang.
Don't get me wrong: by me just point blank telling you guys this, I am _not_ asking for you pity. I just need someone to listen. You don't even have to comment that much. Just grunt. lol.
I hardly talk at school anymore.
Don't take me wrong there, I'm not 'emo' like I used to be. I'm just... secluded from everyone.
Sorry, all this turned out to be was a ton of ranting. I was meaning to accually be productive with this. :/